When will I stop feeling this way? When is it ever going to be enough? It's hard. So hard when just one single action can send my mind whirring away in the strangest directions. There's trust, so why can't I just stop feeling insecure?
All girls feel insecure. It just differs from person to person. And being hurt so deeply before it is easier to slip back into that phase..
I'm just so afraid.. So afraid the same things will happen again. I trust you, but I am still afraid. I don't know how to describe this fear because it is irrational.
I've got to love myself and have confidence in myself before anything else. I know that. I am doing it. I will continue.
Just don't let me be disappointed.
